Saturday, June 14, 2008

torn between two lovers

Should I, or shouldn't I? That question kept running on my mind these past few days.

I saw a tiny announcement in Junk last week. They are welcoming anyone who would like to be a part of their team, which includes me, to send in our resume and other stuffs. I was very excited about it, and I am determined to send the best CV ever for them. However, there's a little voice inside my head telling me to wait. "Not now", it says.

A part of me tells me to ignore the voice and just chase my dream. I mean, opportunities don't come often, do they?

Another part of me, however, wants to listen to the voice. Not now is right. I'm sixteen. I'm still in school. I have homeworks. I have lots to learn, or at least to understand. Add maths, chem, physics. Get it?

I don't know what to do. This is my time to shine. But this is also my time to prepare to really shine. Shit shit fuck fuck fuck.

Um, Gerry said, shoot for the moon. So, should I start shooting now?

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