the trick is to keep breathing

Yay!

nanti

Pelikkan hati manusia. Isnin lepas rasa macam nak give up semua benda. Tapi semalam, dengan beberapa comment je, senyum dah nak sampai kat telinga. :)

Karnival minggu depan. Entah dia datang ke tak.

don't dream it's over

I have to choose again. Sigh.

You see, I love football. It is an addictive sport. Seriously. Like many others, I like EPL the most. And, Chelsea is my favourite team. However, I'm not talking about Chelsea today. It's about two other teams I like - Arsenal and Liverpool.

Several days ago, they competed against each other in the Champions League semi-finals. And I don't know which team should I support. And finally, I decided to support The Reds. And I don't actually know why. Maybe because I hate Arsene Wenger.

In the end, Liverpool won the match. But I didn't feel happy. I felt bad and guilty. You see, although I supported them, my favourite player is Cesc Fabregas though. And, after the match ended, I saw his face - his face of frustration, and I felt terrible. Well, I don't know what to say. I thought I chose the wrong team. Sigh.

Sorry, Fabregas. Well, it's football. Somebody has to lose.

home

(montage of Peyton talking to someone on the phone and Nathan trashing his trophies - we hear her side of the mysterious phone call)
Peyton: Hi, it's Peyton. Yeah, I'm sorry. I know it's late there, I just... what happened to us? You know? I don't know who I am anymore. Or how I got here. I miss who I used to be. I wanna have a home again, ya know? And real friends. You know, the kind of friendships we used to believe in. I miss that. And I miss you. I guess I just miss all of it.

later.

(Peyton's mysterious phone call - to Brooke)
Peyton: I guess I miss all of it. Does any of that make any sense?
Brooke: Yeah, it makes all the sense in the world, Peyton. Four years ago, it all seemed so clear, didn't it? Conquer the world, save the world, live happily ever after.
Peyton: Are you happy, Brooke?
Brooke: Sometimes. Not always. Are you?
Peyton: No.
Brooke: Okay, then let me ask you something. What is gonna make you happy, Peyton? Is it how you look? Or the car you drive or the people you know? Is it money or celebrity or power or accomplishments? Because I have all those things and I don't think it's enough.
Peyton: Well then, what is?
Brooke: Love, I think. And that love can be for a boy or a girl or a place or a way of life or even for a family. But where you find it is up to you. So where are you gonna find that love, Peyton?
Peyton: I think I need to go home.
Brooke: Yeah. I was hoping you'd say that.