stand by me

Lucas: You told me not to come to the airport. Why?
Brooke: I don't like you to see me like this... vulnerable...
Lucas: That's how I always see you Brooke. I think it's kind of beautiful...

dear friend

Brooke: Thank you for being here for us.
Lucas: Thank you for letting me.

angels

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

things i forgot at birth

God, she is cruel.

It's my birthday and she didn't speak to me at all. I mean, she's my best friend.

At least she should just wish me a 'happy birthday'.

Isn't that easy?

make a wish

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Happy birthday to me
:')

feel this

better off alone

Moira Kelly: (about Sophia) Sophia is all girl. She has the most amazing presence. She is very sexy and she doesn't even know it. I don't think Chad stood a chance. No, not at all.

don't wait

It's mid-July. And there's no sign the fifth season of One Tree Hill is going to be aired at 8tv. And the sixth will be aired at CW in September.
Duh.

happily never after

Best friends are supposed to protect each other from their fears, or at least from dangers.
Best friends are supposed to share their every feelings, or at least take care of their hearts.
Best friends are supposed to always be willing to listen, or at least provide shoulders to cry on.

My heart and mouth itch to tell her every little detail of my life - from my greatest fears to happiest moments, from my worst enemy to my biggest crush and from the things I hate most to things I love most. That should be a problem now since we aren't on speaking term. I am hurt every time I hear her laughs with her so-called-new-best-friend. I should be there with her, I should be the one hearing all her stories. She shouldn't have replaced me so easily.

I think I'm done with her alright.

stay

bangkit

Apabila masalah datang tidak berhenti, apabila keadaan tidak seperti apa yang kita rancang, kita berpaling ke arah sahabat dan mengharapkan bantuan, nasihat dan perlindungan.

Tetapi, jika kawan-kawan tiada di sisi, apakah yang akan kita lakukan?

Menangis sendirian?

Mencari rakan baru?

Berdiri sendiri?

Apabila hidup makin payah, dan tiada sahabat di sisi, apa yang perlu kita lakukan adalah hanya bisikkan kata-kata semangat kepada diri kita sendiri. Senyum, dan mulakan langkah dengan berani. Sendiri.

akhirnya

Oh..

i can't say it even though i want to

Seventeen days until the Big Day. My wishlist:

Price-y
Smoke City by Reza Salleh
Midwest Skies and Sleepless Mondays, All the Stars and Boulevards and Can't Love Can't Hurt by Augustana
Estrella by Estrella
A year subscription of Junk
A Titus watch or A Fossil watch
One Tree Hill CDs
A trip to Aussie and Singapore
A holiday vacation to Wilmington, NC
The Journal by MPH
If You Could See Me Now and Thanks for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern
Watching Moonshines
A nice laptop
A brand new wardrobe:)

Price-less
A barbeque party with Dayang Sayang, Ain Poyo, Teah Sexy, Izyan Menggoda, Mayo Nakal, Syiqin Baik and Edy Macho, together or A small gathering with them
Hearing songs I wrote being performed by others
A job spot at Junk
Meeting Mark Schwahn, Cecelia Ahern and Reza Salleh

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Gembira dapat kembali:)